Hang in there. If anything make the most of the now.
Not trying to sound negative.
I use to watch people when I was getting high all buggin looking out the window and not enjoying or smoking.
F that I would say. If they are coming they are comin regardless and I am gonna enjoy my **** til they pull that pipe from my hand.
I am an ass I know. Sry.
Just trying to give an example of being in the moment. Not a good one I know. But I am an addict.
(((Pam)))