I am moving forward with the mind set of thinking with my head and not with my heart. My days of thinking with my heart and listening to his words are over but it is not easy. Every day presents new challenges. After a few days of doing process maps at work I then started to process map my life! It was really helpful and I journeyed through all of the best and worst case scenarios. Unfortunately with an addict even when you look at the best case scenario it is not an easy road.