Please welcome new member lostgirl89
Here is her message:
"I've said I'd try to get help, or that I would just quit drinking, but it's just gotten worse and worse. Im going to lose my family and probably drink myself to death, so this is my first step. This whole website thing is new to me, my girls wont let me have a "myspace". I need help, I dont want to live like this anymore, tired of the lies, the blackouts. Im a slave to the bottle. My life is a half a life, and I want the rest back, but Im so scared. Im sitting here at the computer crying...Im embarassed, and embarassing."
Welcome to Sober Recovery, lost girl. You are no longer alone. Please continue to read and post.