Man...That is all a ploy to break you. You know this.
If you have any medical documentation on the blackouts or anything for that matter use them. If you haven't had any arrests since 1993 then that does say alot in my opinion. I dont know your deal. And I dont know how it is progressing. But I will say this. Fight it with everything you got. Dont let these a$$holes push you around and intimidate you. They like doing that. And in my opinion thats how they get people to get themselves.
Good Luck..