Not recovery related?
Tay that is perhaps the most recovery related vignette I've ever read. Brought me back 20+ years. To a place and time that could be 20 minutes ago, it is so fresh in my mind.
The signs of recovery in your description literally SCREAM, although the moment one of quiet and serenity.
I am SO glad for your share. Besides a sign of your growth, it has allowed some of us to revel in our own recovery. Because only those actively recovering could be so affected (as I was ) by such a simple moment.
My babies' smell and their naked bodies on my chest, exchanging heartbeats, are probably the defining moments in my life. Thank you for bringing me back there. I needed that.
warrens