Originally Posted by
hairgirl 
Truth is, I am pissed at you for giving in.I came here to read you regular good words, but you caved.Why?? It never gets better,NEVER. Don't you see how fu$#ed shooting dope is,man?? Your body, your mind deserve better than that.I have no kind words or sympathy, that is crap.You do need a kick in your ass. Maybe if the shoe reaches your brain, you will realize you are worth far more than a bag of dope.
Thanks a lot, really. Why did I cave? I don't know. I have some ideas but let me get a month or two under my belt before I even try to express them.
My biggest fear is that I provided an inspiration to somebody and now that they see I blew it, they will think "the hell with it then, it's impossible." I'm a horrible role model.
"He" has a thread about his recent relapse...why don't you go over and support him instead of starting new ones?
I think this thread is more about the poem/essay than me, I think. And it's a good one.