EX abf has been in recovery for 3 years. I thought he'd made big steps
he seemed OK and he wasnt drinking when were going out (last 9 months)
Its 5.30am in the morning and its tomorrow. I had a bad and sad dream about him. God this hurts.
Today I have to face another day
Today I will do it again and face the coldness and be strong.
Yesterday seems so long ago.
I need a hug