Originally Posted by
chiynita 
I feel like asking my job for Fridays off to make sure I can get to the only NA meeting they have by me is not just justifiable. I wouldnt tell them why I needed it off. But I feel like my job comes first.
Hi Chiynita;
When you feel that your SOBRIETY comes first, rather than your job, you'll be willing to ask anyone for anything you will need to stay sober.
I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad, my heart goes out to you. But a change cannot 'stick' until you are ready to make that 'change' your priority.
Without your sobriety, you won't have anything else.
All the best.
Tay.