Rob, I've been following your posts since I came to this website. You've been such an inspiration to me. If you've had a slip, that doesn't change how I feel about how inspiring you are. I just want to hear from you again. Please take a deep breath, relax and think things through. If you've had a slip, don't throw in the towel, just start over.
I don't like how much importance some put on counting the days of sobriety we have. Cause then when we slip, and we all do, we figure, well...that's that! But it doesn't have to be like that. Maybe just think about it as in your sobriety went on pause for a bit. Pick up where you left off.
Hugs,
Tam.