Wow, S.S.! That's an awesome post, and so beautiful. And I love the part about shopping for yourself and getiing in some ALL-ABOUT-ME activities. That is recovery for me in a big way, getting back in touch with my girlie side. Plus, when you look good, you FEEL good. No kidding, right?
Regarding that AHA moment, and the trying to hang on to the new attitude. I'm quite sure the secret to that is staying in the day more, and not projecting into the future too much (staying grounded and self-sufficient, though). It's revelations like yours that remind me that every day can be JUST like yours, if I choose for it to be! My attitude today belongs to ME. Your post made me feel that moxy just now, so thanks!
And I'm so very happy for you, S.S.! Savor the moment, and just allow yourself to really feel that great all night long. If it's gone tomorrow, don't worry, cause you'll find it again. Then you'll remember how you got there and to just savor it again
