oh my gosh, let me join in here!
YES, YES , YES!!!
i could have written the above posts myself today -word for word.
except for the new job, congrats serenity!!!!
you know, today i am great! i thought this seperation from ah would be so hard. it's not as hard as i thought it would be, i made it through my first night. today i am happy. i can breathe. the moments of sadness or loniness are fleeting and overcome by a sense of freedom.
huge for me, ah just called (after leaving without a goodbye for texas) leaving me a message saying "just checking to see how everything is" I DID NOT CALL HIM BACK, didn't want to, not in the least. instead i sent him a quick text simply saying "everything is fine" i will not answer anymore calls from him when he is gone.
this is huge for me
and it is revealing and it really does give me a sense that EVERYTHING GOING TO BE OKAY... the monsters in the dark arn't quite as scary when you actually face them and put light on them
i'm proud and happy ladies -good job!!!