Rosie - You have dealt with a lot in a very short time frame. Add the trauma of the accident and no wonder it is overwhelming. I made similar changes in my life, but did it over a few months and it was still a lot to process emotionally in that short time frame. The best thing you can do is take the time to cry and to feel the pain. There are so many here that are living proof to us that it DOES get better. That is what scared me for so long -- will it really be better on the other side?? I am starting to feel more hope and optimism myself, so have faith. Just don't try to deny or bury your emotions because they will not stay there.