Glad to hear you are back on track Tom.
Venting is a good thing, acting on our resentments and frustrations can take us places we really do not want to go. I get things pent up inside of me and on occasion I will step out back and simply SCREAM at the top of my lungs until I feel better. LOL Funny thing how calm I get after that, it actually helps me to regain a better contact with my HP to deal with what ever I was screaming about. Why? I don't know!
Something to talk over with your HP might be renting out to a fellow LEO, LEO's tend to not be issues as renters.