Thanks for the kind words.
Finding this board and being here almost everyday to read and learn from everyone has truly been a miracle for me.
It has helped me let go, and also helps me to stay in the day.
I also realize that with this disease, hers and mine that things could change at any time.
All I can do is enjoy the good moments with her and keep working on myself.
The funny thing is, that since coming here, I have evaluated alot of other relationships I had with other people who are not addicts, but who are emotionally draining because of me beign codependant.
I am learning NO.
It sure leaves me alot more time to do the things that I enjoy.