hey,
I'm Julian and i'm an addict. For the last six months í've been coming to this site on and off...depending wether i'm back to smoking weed again or not...
I'm 24, and I started smoking when I was just 14. I did some partydrugs throughout the years too, but I managed to kick that habit more then a year ago.
I finished college last year, and i'm working fulltime nowadays.
Been living a double life, lately this is getting to me.
Loosing my cool and wits.
Anyways, the bright side is that I keep fighting this terrible disease. I just keep on coming back..
When i'm sober and I have some time to spare I like to go to the gym, and spend time on the couch playing videogames, watching DVD's, reading etc. I used to be a creative hobby person (music, photography, writing), but that stuff kinda died out when I started working. Maybe it'll come back when I got some recovery time, but I kinda lost the urge to be creative. Maybe it's the extensive forum-reflection i'm into lately.
peace,