Such a help
I don't really know what I am afraid of. I feel like I am fighting myself. I am intelligent and can support myself, so why do I even consider that I need to stay??? Habit is a good word for what I do. Thank you for listening and responding. I have been telling my therapist that I just need someone else who has been through this to talk with. I guess I found it today. I feel stronger right now than I did this morning! Guess I need to keep reaching out and soon I will be out in a new and beautiful world. I am peaceful when I am not in the chaos and guilt. I need to get there 24/7!!!!