I feel for ya. Sometimes its real easy to let life get ya down. Being sober doesn't mean that everything will be sunshine and flowers.
But, you ARE sober. It could be worse. You could be drunk, no cell minutes, no car, ...I hope that you are seeing my point. You got us here too..it's good that you posted.
I pray when life gets too much for me, and it helps!
big hugs,
Karen