Hello Kitty-thank you for clearing that up for me. I thought that could be it. Yes he does want to try or realsonship again. I do not a realsonship like he does. I want to stay friends and that is about it. I do not want him in my life full time. I just do not trust what he says and I do not need to be worrying if he is truly telling me the truth.
I guess I just got use to the lies and have been thinking they were the truth.
So now today the XAH goes back to court for his monthly report. He has not been doing what they really want him to do except to stay off the drugs.
If he goes back in I do not know how to tell our 15 yrs son that his dad is back in jail for a very long time. But I guess I will deal with that when it happens. I can not worry about that now.
One day at a time, One hour at a time, it makes a life time of differnce.