It is not in my nature to moderate anything. Once something grabs my interest, It gets 120% of my attention. It's obssesive behavior.
I wonder about the chicken and the egg thing. Did my obsessive behavior cause my addictions or did my addictions cause my obsessive behavior? Who know's.
I pray to have god remove it, and when he's ready, he does. It's just who I am, or how I am or whatever. Don't beat yourself up.
And when you post, just be honest and speak from experience, not guesses or opinions.
I for one enjoy reading your posts and this one was a good example of honesty
Thank you