My recovery program is Women for Sobriety, we learn that we cannot remake the past, and to sit and wallow in past guilt is not productive to recovery.
We use the past as a guidemap of what not to do in the present and in the future, we learn from it, but we don't dwell in it.
We all did things, we were very sick when we drank, forgive yourself.
"I did then, what I knew how to do. And, when I knew better, I did better"..Maya Angelou.
hugs Seren
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-programs.html