Hey Enough, welcome to SR. Glad you found us. The only advice I will give is don't do like I did. I put off going to AA for so long and as a result put myself, my wife, my kids, my friends, and my family through much undeserved suffering. Now that I've started AA I can see that there is a solution to my problem. You are twenty years younger than me. You have an opportunity to make a life changing decision at an early age. Don't put it off.