new and confused
hi, I've spent the last few days reading this fine forum you have here. It has been a lot of help.
I am an addict.
I broke up with my boyfriend (of 2 months) last thursday. At first I thought I was breaking up with him because he's been living with me (though he still has his own place) but hasn't paid any rent/utilities. Then it was because what started as a 'treat' on the weekend turned into smoking pot in my house all the time and I wanted him out.
It's becoming apparent that I needed him out because *I* am an addict and I can't stop using when he is around and supplying all the weed I need. I've been through this before and have never really looked at myself, just said we broke up because of HIS using.
before I broke up with him, I pinched some stash. This was very telling to me as I usually am a painfully honest person. now it's all been smoked. Luckily I don't have any sources.
This could be day 1...if I can bear to toss out the resin.
thank you for listening.