Made it to the end of day nine. My body is feeling good over all. I do have a few things I need to see a doctor about when I get insurance but the withdrawals and panic attacks are gone. My head is clearing but I hope it gets better than this.
I still have depression and get cravings at some point every day but:
I am willing to do whatever it takes to stay sober.
I crave sobriety. What would it be like to live without alcohol? I want to know.