Hi there Help...good to see you and welcome to a great place.
You are here asking questions....couldn't be doing better than that.
The good news is...you don't have to make any life changing decisions right now. Just take it slow and know that any change is going to take time....All you have to do is take it slow and get comfortable with the idea of educating yourself on all of this.
Keep coming back...look forward to getting to know you.