Originally Posted by
51anna 
Hi Manda,
Welcome!
I am glad that you cut off ties with your ex because it sounds like he was going to be quite a trigger for you. It's hard to stop drinking and you really need to focus on yourself.
There is lots of support here, so keep reading and posting.
Thanks..I need it..I still haven't decided if i am ready for AA yet or not..My mind changes everyday...but at least i feel in my eyes that i am ready to stop..My progress is slow but it's here and that's all that matter
As of right now i want to go to AA tonight..but that could all change when 5 o'clock rolls around..I don't really want to face him tonight and i have a HUGE issue with talking in front of a large crowd..i have been that way since i was young