Originally Posted by
theonlyway 
I still don't "like" the idea of admitting I'm an alcoholic, but I like the idea of addressing the problem... I still don't "like" the idea of never drinking again, but I like the idea of not drinking today... I still don't "like" the idea of passing on what has been a "good time", but I'm liking waking up without a hang-over and regrets...
I'm not much of a churchgoer these days, but I can sure say AMEN to the above. Today toward the end of my work day, I had a craving, but it wasn't for wine, it was for herbal tea! I found myself looking forward to coming home and making tea, and I really couldn't believe it. I'm not liking the thought of my weekend in San Francisco without having wine with my friends, but I'm liking feeling physically healthier and having a more predictable, less chaotic life. Not easy, but better.