Good to hear from you. I really enjoyed reading ur stuff. You have a talent that u need to unleash. Not only will it bring you release it will show the world what you're capable of.
I too have suffered from bi-polar for a long time and I am currently writing a novel which I'll eventually turn into a screenplay and make a movie out of.
Use your talents. Bi-polar people are geniuses. We just need to focus our energy into one thing and go for it. Look at all the famous actors, singers poets who suffer/suffered from this illness. We need an outlet. Please find yours. Don't waste your potential