hello kitty i will keep you in my prayers as well as him and your son. it is a horrible lifestyle , but doesnt have to be yours. things will unfold as they are ment to be. the only thing i do when things a rough is to do what is best for me and let others deal with themselves. my heart goes out to you and your son. i can only hope that he (x) can be open to the help that is there one day and get his own act togher, but i know that you can for you and your son. when my times are hardest, looking back, that is when i can learn the most, as lonfg as i can stay the course. with love, SEAN