I gave in and called him to say I was coming to visit. He was fine with that and 1/2 hour later I was at the door....Everythings fine there ..I'm beginning to think I have more of a problem then he does. He may have relapsed since he got out of Recovery but he told me he's working hard to stay clean. He's doing his readings everyday, starting to study the bible (with his gf)) and going to meetings. He's either pulling the wool over my eyes or I'm just so used to lies and deceit that I can't get on the right page. I feel better today and I know that I'm on my way to recovery also. Gotta let him go and find his way. I'm happy for today and so thankful that I'm beginning to realize that this is Chris's journey and our HP will take care of both of us. Thanks for being there (Phone conversations)) when I really thought I was falling apart. Smiles, Bonnie
