Originally Posted by
trakin 
Otis, My heart really goes out to you. I am so sorry you've suffered such a terrible loss. I think you are very brave to be here trying to get well. I wish you the very best. Hugs, Trakin
I couldn't have said it better myself. Welcome back, and all the best for your recovery. I can't imagine what you're going through, but I know that this is a good place to be.