Keep it up Rob, I hope you have gotten some numbers to call from the meetings, calling another alcoholic saved my butt and getting called by others helps me to stay sober that day. I hope calling people comes easier to you then it did to me, I hated calling people, that phone weighed 300 pounds and the buttons were impossible to push!!! LOL Funny thing, today I kind of like phone calls, I call a couple of sober alcoholics almost every day.