Should I see a doctor or perhaps AA? Am I someone who would benefit from AA? Why can't I stop?
A good medical checkup couldn't hurt, and be honest with the doc about your binging. Anyone who is having a problem with alcohol would benefit from AA...it certainly can't hurt. You can't stop because once you ingest the alcohol you set up the physical need for the drug. You are a "periodic", as opposed to a "daily"...which will probably happen eventually, if you don't quit drinking.
There was a guy who was at a meeting a few nights back and he said he told someone he was in AA, and the guy replied "Why are you in AA? You don't even drink..."
That's funny!!!