Thanks Nan
I will always have hope. I backed away from this some time ago after the last straw dropped (too long a story) and havent seen her now for some 4 months or longer. She thinks I have abandoned her, but I told her that I will never give up on her and I am around. I needed the break from her just like everyone else. You are right that the pain is tremendous, heart breaking I guess and I cant imagine what you must of gone through with your daughters... Thanks for sharing.