Paul84
I am sorry to hear about your problems, one of the sure signs of an alcoholic is
1. Does your drinking cause problems in your life, with your job, your family or the police
I believe you have all of this issue's, I have also had problems due to drinking and most people on these posts will admit that the reason they have stop drinking is because they have all the same types of issue's.
All you can do at this point is admit to your wrongs, spend your time in jail wisely
- Maybe take some courses, read some books and plan your future without
alcohol
- In one of the other threads there was a discussion about saying sorry to the people we have hurt, most of the group agreed that first we would have to prove to the poeple we have hurt that we no longer drink and get our lives together and than saying sorry would have merit.
In closing I wish you the best of luck and if you do the right thing everything will work out.
Regards,
Rob