hello again
I went food shopping today....always get massive cravings and urges to use everytime I go anywhere alone....this time the little voice was like "just one beer"...yeah right...feeling very listless and pretty useless with one arm....trying not to dwell on the damage done but rather what could of happened but didn't....and there's a lot that didn't happen...trying to be grateful I guess...still feel somewhat lost and dazed....I owe so much to people close to me, but theres time for that later right? I really lost control