Stinking Thinking - your old thinking will take you back to another drink and then on into more crap. Some of those things you listed are fine without booze, whtas wrong with a walk a movie, go help at a soup kitchen, write a gratitude list start it with teh fact your alive and sober.
Life and love are all around us all the time its just that when we get clean our perspective slowy shifts and we see and expereience all the beauty of being.
Hang on get active don't drink and keep talking about it. Go to an AA meeting or 600 even if you hate AA. Let go of teh past and let go of your pride.
Kevin