((LINDA))"Please, God. Give me strength once again to just let go. I'm begging for strength." Ah yes grasshopper, you pray for the right thing.
The energy here with many of us seems to be synchronized.
With addicts it is the long goodbye, of letting go over + over.
When they get a little wellness we reconnect or perhaps when we have more hope than before we reconnect. Then BAM, here we are having to cut if off again.
Consecutive rounds of letting go don't feel any better than the 1st. The only progress I make is that with ea. decision to Let Go through the years, I need less debate with myself to know it is my only option, I know that I have to do what is best for me and I know that my son doesn't agree with my opinion of what is best for him.
I also know that recovery has never been his choice, so that leaves me with one conclusion: My recovery has to be paramount.
Here's to Letting Go...I am Powerless.
I want my energy back to run my own life and not for worrying about someone else, even if it is my son. Linda I hope you don't mind if I send out the same prayer to my HP
Maybe with two requests today our prayers will be answered.