Thank you to all you guys.
I'm going to recommit myself to the two days a week, I think.
For the record-- I really am a happy, positive person. My "sunshine people" are very young with no real life experience, drank for almost no time at all, quit when they were around eighteen, and spend the meetings telling struggling 30-and-40-somethings that life's all puppies and rainbows and unicorn-horseys. As a 20-something, I find it grating and feel almost caught in the middle.
Thanks again to all you guys! I'll be going from now on FOR ME.
Y'all are wonderful,
B'sT