I absolutely know there is nothing I can do to change her situation. Done and dusted a while ago.
What happens is this, She'll call me or I'll call her just to say hi (truth for me, to see if shes ok) and it all comes hurdling back. The emotional crying, pleading, family bashing etc etc and the please help me's. I have told her she knows what to do once she has had enough to drink.
Shes still doing it. I guess Im human, I hate, hate it, to see her and hear her so bad. What has become of her I guess. My beautiful sister, dying in this hell and I know I cant help her. Thats what bothers me the most. I am working on it.