Struggling with Resistance to Attending Meetings
Help!
When I was on the wagon before, I went to meetings at least on Wednesdays and Saturdays. I liked them...though there's a couple people that attend who consistantly have sunshine shooting out their asses (pardon me), which drives me batty. In fact, in the past I've used them as rationalizations for picking up a bottle of wine on my way home.
So now I'm back as a permanent guest on the sobriety train...and I'm finding this tremendous inner-resistance to going to meetings. Not just those two meetings --in actuality, they're terrific meetings-- but ALL AA meetings.
For instance, I should be en route to a meeting as I type this...but I just confirmed other plans with a friend of mine. Granted, I won't drink tonight, but I know coming together with other alchi's is helpful. I want to get back on track...but...eh.
Has anyone else felt this way? Any advice?
Thank you!
B'sT