Originally Posted by I'm done with it

My ah was sober for over a year and now he is snorting like a pig in my bedroom. All weekend I've been finding white powder all over the house. He does it when I step out to do whatever. But this time I told him that I am not going to get mad and fight, what is the point? It won't stop him from using. I told him I am going to leave this year (even tho it is my place). I calmly told him he doesn't need me anymore. Rehashed all the mean things he says about being married to me and said that I am going to let him go since it sounds so awful to be married to me. This weekend I applied for new jobs out of the area so I can relocate and leave. Hopefully, I will get an interview so I can leave.
This is the year for change. New job, new life. Thank you to all of you who give me insight and realize I am not alone.


Done - still drinking the diet Pepsi? I am.