missyou, I lost my gf of 10 yrs to a heart anurism, 9 yrs ago on 1/4/99.
she had just adopted her granddaughter that same day, I believe the stress
of her daughter being locked up for drugs brought it on. time does heel, and your right
it seems to drag by. she had just had a phisacal and was in good shape they said,
but the ticker couldn't handle the stress. try to stay busy and do other things, that wouldn't remind you of the loss. god bless, and good luck