welcome
to SR. I am sorry for your pain.. it is hard to deal with the loss of a loved one and everyone heals at a different pace. My mother died in 74 - my dad in 2000 and not a day goes by that I do not miss them but the difference for me now is that I can smile when I think of all the funs times we had, the laughs and even the bad times, instead of sobbing at the pain of missing them.
shakarris