still no thanks button - thanks everyone!
No Mo - I'm glad you're sticking to it - like I say - I doubt if he's alive now. I remember we went on vacation once and HAD to be where we were staying the night by five pm ... because he had to start drinking. Some vacation. To race around the country, to be in the hotel by five ... so he could stare at the tv and drink.
In all honesty - I do not miss that life.
Rimmy - if you've got access to a computer - use it. For the party, I mean.
Dee - good luck teaching this brain ... cards. LOL If I didnt' already know it before I started drinking like I did - chances are I'm not able to learn it now - LOL
thanks Carol!
Miss C - that was exactly it - I didn't want to drink - I just got so freaking ... freaked ... at veing around the energy of it - I'm not even sure - I just knew I couldn't stick around to find out what it was, ya know?
CurlieQ - that's a good idea - ARE there plans for something like that?
Thanks everyone.