Barb
thanks for sharing this. Something you said lit up a part of my brain that I was not aware of. That I could be in a drinking enviornment and not have the desire to drink, but could get (and usually DO become)so internally uncomfortable, so anxious, so desirous of isolating and anti social feelings, which, for me, are the start of relapse thinking.
When I am that uncomfortable, I tend to act in ways that are unsober.
Thanks for bringing this point to my awarenes!
you did great and DEFINITELY HP was with you~