Hi Kitty
I don't think I become anti-social on purpose, its just embarrassing sometimes to have to explain things especially to people who haven't been there. I was never a big social butterfly to begin with even in the good times when when my A was clean. My friends are basically the people I work with and my family and I can honestly say I didn't pull away from them. I think I talked them more this time (the MIA A), then I did when he was clean. Who knows how this all works. I think I am rambling on...lol
I also was flipped out when the doctor gave me an anti-depressant. I thought no way but then I thought if it makes me calmer and less anxious during these crazy situations, then okay.
You take care.
Many hugs.
Love,
Debbie