Rob you should know that I wondered about you yesterday. I hoped you were ok. I really, really didn't hope that you didn't drink. I hoped you were ok. I'm not sure how someone new to the sobriety mission can be around alcohol and not drink. I think it's just too much of a temptation, like putting food in front of a starving man.
So, pick yourself up, take a shower, and let's get going. Enough with the self pity and such. You screwed up, it's over, let's move on.