This is a tough thing we're up against. I blew it every night for the last five years of my drinking. But... you are all here and are all talking about it. That's one up on me. You are willing to try again. It would have been so easy to just disappear off into cyber-space - but you didn't. That takes courage and that will help you get sober. Glad you are all back...keep posting and keep trying and I will, too.
Mike