I ****** up too, I know it doesn't help you, but I understand. I have no idea what happened either. Just one glass, it won't hurt, but one glass has lead to half a bottle of vodka :/ I don't know what to think right now, I am not drunk, when surely I should be, I am not happy, I am not sad, all I am thinking is well there goes 9 days of sobriety? surely I should feel something? I think I need to write my own thread rather than hyjack yours :/
Your thread was just top of the list when I logged in, at least I am not alone.
Sax