Oh, i know how you feel, i pushed away probably the nicest guy on the planet just before i started dating my exabf. He had everything, and treated me like gold. For some reason i didn't appreciate it and thought i deserved the jerk i ended up with. Maybe it was too soon, you mentioned only being broken up with your serious exbf 2 months, is that right? THis whole rollercoaster stinks. But i do agree with the others, if it's only been 2 months, that's not long to figure things out
wish i did and should of!